how do we ever learn to let go? of loved ones? of that cholesterol-frenzy of fried chicken? (never) of old habits, like picking scabs? or new ones, like facebook stalking? (don’t have one) to make it in this place, i need to learn. but today, after typing this, i’m ritually going to apply makeup while i’m eating chicharrones, cruising craigslist, and simultaneously, not giving a damn.